A Journey in Love: Ruin Destroyed Me, Physics Saved Me, Science Will Free Me

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When I was destroyed….

Sent to terminal grade,

Death became me,

In a most cruel way,

Because we can’t have

‘blood on our own hands-

While we prey’,

It is ‘irreparable’,

Dead End,

Scape goat-

Wrong Way.

No one said a word,

Of what was coming,

Just sent me out the door.

No shoes or coat- & running.

Locked out.

In Doubt.

Not knowing the score.

The truth sinking at my core.

I believed what I needed-

To Survive at the time,

Hid truths from myself,

To keep hope alive,

Without any proof,

Or reason to belong,

Heat surrounding me,

I could taste the hate.

I made up a story,

Imagination-

In its glory,

Oh the wild story I believed!

There has to be an opposite,

Energy after a storm.

A reason to live,

A life without fear.

So, it was physics that saved me.

The dark days became me.

Tick Tock,

The trauma stop.

The wick burned down to crisp.

Light’s out, sis.

Bare.

Nothing there.

Turning the switch,

Of my DNA gifts,

The ancestor’s song:

Hold me up,

Carry me through,

Be the love,

Be still-

A thousand times through.

See past the veil,

And right through you,

My mind’s eye revealed,

Of the secrets buried there.

No reason to fight it,

When there is no reasoning there.

And as more lies exposed,

And connections made clear,

20/10 vision,

Revealed a deep seeded war,

My own eyes bore witness,

Of your rebranded dark business.

Ruin her- The Ruiner.

To Control lives.

And I knew then,

It’s only me.

I have all the love.

Me & Divine.

It’s always been my own love,

In darkness, light, or shadow-

First, Physics saved me.

When life was crashing fast,

Then DNA strengthened me,

When I was down to ash.

And as I proved steady,

To keep my sanity,

While Knowing,

Holding Truths,

That are very ugly.

Logic served me peace.

It will be This Trilogy that frees me,

I am the love I seek.

❤️ ✋🏼 ❤️